Post by terri9967 on Jul 26, 2009 23:09:04 GMT -5
I am trying to let all the forums know I am still breathing. So forgive me for copying and pasting my posts.
Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I have been so busy with baby's baptism, daughters graduation, puppies, and my other dog giving birth to only one puppy and my daughter and I had to help pull it out as it was stuck, and he did not survive. This was emotionally one of the hardest things I have been through. I cried for 2 days, this also happened on my daughters 16th birthday. My poor chloey, thats my dog, She cried and whimpered for 3 days!!! Would not go outside, kept looking for her puppy. She would not leave me at all. she would just look at me and whimper. I have never heard a dog cry and whimper like this. She was most certainly mourning.
pulled off my daughters grad party last Friday. She did the luau theme, me, my mom and my sister in-law did all the cooking for this. By Friday night everything from my ribs down were 3 times its normal size! Today I am having one of my worst flares ever. Still have little use of my hands, but now I can not get up from a chair on my own! Knees hurt so bad and my muscles are so weak. Even my ankles and toes are in extreme pain. My left eye, the one I have been losing sight in for past 3 months, hurts to move.
I told my hubby tonight if I have many more flare up like this we will have to make some changes in our house. We have no railings going upstairs or down to the basement, I cant grab door knobs to open doors right now and I have such a hard time walking I am trying to hold onto walls for support. I am going to have to do some research when I have more energy to see if there are organizations that will help with stuff like this as we can not afford to do it ourselves.
I am slowly losing my Independence and I am becoming very depressed about it. I am trying to get enough AP info to take to my pcp in hopes to start that.
Guess I better end this post before I start crying again. Just wanted to let you know I am still breathing.
Hugsss
Terri
Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I have been so busy with baby's baptism, daughters graduation, puppies, and my other dog giving birth to only one puppy and my daughter and I had to help pull it out as it was stuck, and he did not survive. This was emotionally one of the hardest things I have been through. I cried for 2 days, this also happened on my daughters 16th birthday. My poor chloey, thats my dog, She cried and whimpered for 3 days!!! Would not go outside, kept looking for her puppy. She would not leave me at all. she would just look at me and whimper. I have never heard a dog cry and whimper like this. She was most certainly mourning.
pulled off my daughters grad party last Friday. She did the luau theme, me, my mom and my sister in-law did all the cooking for this. By Friday night everything from my ribs down were 3 times its normal size! Today I am having one of my worst flares ever. Still have little use of my hands, but now I can not get up from a chair on my own! Knees hurt so bad and my muscles are so weak. Even my ankles and toes are in extreme pain. My left eye, the one I have been losing sight in for past 3 months, hurts to move.
I told my hubby tonight if I have many more flare up like this we will have to make some changes in our house. We have no railings going upstairs or down to the basement, I cant grab door knobs to open doors right now and I have such a hard time walking I am trying to hold onto walls for support. I am going to have to do some research when I have more energy to see if there are organizations that will help with stuff like this as we can not afford to do it ourselves.
I am slowly losing my Independence and I am becoming very depressed about it. I am trying to get enough AP info to take to my pcp in hopes to start that.
Guess I better end this post before I start crying again. Just wanted to let you know I am still breathing.
Hugsss
Terri
